New Beginings

This time next week I will have started my first day of college as a Junior.  Lots of new things are starting up in my life, and I'm not sure I am ready for all of it.  I am starting a new job as a tutor with the student athlete center, and continuing my job with student support services.  I have training Wednesday and Friday for these jobs.  I'm worried about the hours I am going to be working and how that is going to effect my school work.  My Dad also just told me I need to get my own phone plan.  So now I have to figure out how to pay for a cell phone and internet services.  My best friend just got married so that is all going to be different.  I also wanted to try to be an officer for Psi Chi.  I just don't know if I am going to have time to do all of these things.  Already I am having trouble scheduling things.  For September 7th I have class 6-9pm, but I'm invited to the iduction ceremony.  I really wanted to go,but now I can't.  I'm supposed to have lunch with my Dad's parents tomorrow and I am worried about how that is going to go.  My hometeam meetings are also complicated now that I am so busy, and I don't know if I am going to be able to continue to go because of my late night Tuesday class.  I've had a great summer, but I didn't get done with half the things I wanted to do.  So, I partially feel like I've wasted my summer.  I did go to a lot of cool places that I didn't think I would be able to go to though.  I guess going places that are unexpect is better than going to the same old places that you've always planned on going to every summer.  My weight struggle is still continuing as well.  I'm once again going to get back on track and hope it works.  I REALLY do not want to spend another holiday season feeling like a whale.  I've been sitting waiting here all day for a guy to come fix our leaking toliet and he is supposed to be here soon.  I hope this goes well..... I also have to go get  my car fixed from the recall Wednesday.... so much for a relaxing week before school starts back up...